He came from a lower-class, fatherless home, had poor manners and could be rather flip and disrespectful to people without even realizing it. She looked incredible, primitive like some animal or native in the jungle, almost repulsive. XXX I don’t know why I reacted that way. I looked at her body with renewed bewilderment, a garish smorgasbord of shapes and words and landscapes and animal and plant life. She wanted to ram a finger up my ass but she couldn’t quite reach. I kept right on rutting, so near but so far. I was only over there a couple times after that; it was pretty depressing. I was sure she’d regret it someday. Freddy, the bartender at the Hoochie Coochie Club books us. My hallucinations were now coming in mercurial waves of more and
