John stopped over a few more time to see mom and myself. She told me she had made a few phone calls to some therapists and she wanted me to go and talk to them. XXX After she was done she told me to stand and get undress and she stood there watching me. I did not sleep the well the night but mom came in around 7 or so to wake me up. I wanted to feel and look like my mom when I was doing them. At fist I tried not to kiss back but after a few kisses I gave in and started to kiss back.
