Well, actually, I was worrying about it but I was also missing Kendal. So I just cried harder which made me feel more stupid. XXX Video porn Is that pathetic or what? I sure am crying now though. She talks too loud, but she is kind of fun. Anyway, I put Kendal away in my apartment before Ryan got home so I have him now. I should have told her it was none of her damned business but I just said “my journal” and I think I almost ran to grab it so she couldn’t read it. G_d, I hate myself. And she was still in the living room so she couldn’t see me. Ryan was there but even that was okay.
